Guys I gotta tell you something... there are days that I feel like in this picture, kinda down and out of it. My mind races so much of lies and untruths that I tell myself daily. And that’s just first of all not healthy. I first tell my self I can’t communicate my feelings because people won’t understand me or make since/my spelling errors lol. I do the same thing with God, I feel like I have to have the most perfect words to talk to him, and I shut myself away from him at times because i feel like I am not good enough. The truth is he just wants ME. He wants my joy, My hurt, My brokenness, My laughter, he wants every ugliness and the worst part of me. At the end of the day he STILL loves me no matter what my mood is like. I’ve had to switch my mindset over and over again of the things that set me apart and that makes me Jayda.
These lyrics to a song that I lean to in times of not knowing, I sing this today. -
It's extravagant, it doesn't make sense
We'll never comprehend, the way You love us It's unthinkable, only heaven knows
Just how far You'd go, to say You love us
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